10.28.2008

Little Bunny Frou Frou, Hopping Through the Forest.

I'm having a hard time setting aside time to do my readings from the Bible. I don't like being this busy...but today it wasn't even that I was busy. I just had something to do every minute that I wasn't sleeping or eating or going to the bathroom. 

I went to Butte today, but didn't go to class because Candace convinced me that there was no point. So we rode the 1 o'clock bus back to Paradise and then I drove us to Candace's house so she could pick up money and then  went to see High School Musical 3 and I didn't hate it. I actually enjoyed myself for almost the whole time. Then we went back to Candace's house for dinner and we were supposed to watch the season finale of Greek but Candace and I will watch that tomorrow night when all the guys are over to play poker.

I have a midterm in my Sociology class tomorrow and I'm completely ill-prepared. I'm not excited about it at all. I'm just happy it isn't super long and most of its multiple choice, which I kind of rock at. Then there are true/false which aren't super hard and then the hard part is the 4 or 5 short answer questions. But she said that the answers can be like one sentence which makes me think that the questions must be very straight forward unless she thinks that a sentence should be like half a page. Then we will have some problems. I am looking forward to being able to leave early. That is always good. 

I'm really realizing that I have a front row view to see how relationships and breakups work right now. And the picture from here is clear and big...bigger than I thought it would be. Its disturbing and makes me want to never date again. It just doesn't seem worth it to me. And when I see it from afar I can totally see what "they" should have done instead of what "they" actually did...its like "in the moment retrospect." I feel lucky to have that experience.

Ugh, I'm so tired and sick of being some kind of stoopid insomniac. Its ridiculous, I like sleep....I LOVE sleep. Sleep and I are BFFs FOREVER. Clearly sleep is just a catty bee-yotch to me. Anyhoo, I'm going to try and get some catty stoopid BFFs FOREVER kind of rest. I have a midterm to study for anyways.

Peace.

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