So I Caved A Little Bit.

But I don't feel badly because of it. I'm actually happy today even though I have a conversation with Betty last night which extended into this morning. He's an odd one, thats for sure. He said that he didn't fine that I didn't talk to him at all for almost two weeks because he thought I'd talk to him when I was ready. And then there was my best friend M who told me that I shouldn't talk to him because he does things to my head and I can't think straight when I talk to him and that I talk to him too much. All of which was understandable and true, according to my interpretation of truth. I really just want to give him a hug that doesn't end. Thats what I've missed the most. I didn't really care about not talking to him or seeing him around school. It was the hugging and I never realized how much we hugged til I tried to make up for it by hugging other people more. Let me just tell you, every 5 minutes I was hugging someone trying to fill a hole that I had in my heart, but I'm thinking its filled now. I don't think I need him anymore. It would be nice to still be his friend, but I don't need him. I've adopted a new hobby as well; I make envelopes out of magazine ads. People say they're good, but I'm not sure. I want to sell them at Johnny Appleseed Days or something like that. I think that'd be neat.

I feel like I didn't really make a lot of sense up in that paragraph. Too late now. I'm sure you'll understand and if you don't you can always ask me questions.

Oh!! I got a new shirt and it is like the cutest thing EVER! Yay.
I had to upgrade my texting plan because I ran out of texts in like the second week of having my phone. It was ridiculous. But thats how I communicate outside of the house 'cept for the occasional obscure phone call that I receive and make.

Gotta go.